realizations

im sure many people have heard about the cliche about someone knowing you better than you know yourself. no one actually really believes it until it happens to you.

not once but twice. these few weeks, mr. T has been giving me interesting insights into my soul, whether i like or not! but well, being egoistic, i would like to say he hasn't got me figured out, but he has, right on the dot. Sometimes i tend to keep myself in denial, but he just brings it out and tells it straight to my face - like a splash of cold water.

i think everyone needs this once in a while.

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on another note, my project 2008 aka volunteer/internship abroad plans will be shifted to 2009. A lot of planning is required and i dont wanna spend a huge sum of money on something that could have been better if there was more planning.

does anybody have a one-stop reference for organizations offering opportunities such as these? I'm getting so rambang mata from all the diff websites i've searched..