~*weekend

it's a lonely weekend, well almost...

he flew off again...
managed to spend some quiet time with him yesterday,
talking, gazing, helping him fix his luggage, sat watching him pack his bags...
it's quite an awful feeling knowing he won't be around...

the last time i took off for four days, he said he couldn't function well, may be this time round i'm feeling it.

i guess it didn't help getting a call from a colleague requesting for my assistance with work on a SUNDAY MORNING!
I was under the assumption he will be at another location, busy with office work, hence i agreed to help.
Later in the evening, i dropped a call asking where would he be, and he answered sheepishly he is in Negeri Sembilan...(??)

I hung up, felt used, and angry...i text him...told him how i felt and how i'm taking time out from my Sunday to help him when this is clearly his reponsibility and he should not shirk from it, what was worst was he gave me an impression he was busy with work elsewhere...it's clear from my tone of voice i was unhappy at how he pushes HIS RESPONSIBILITY on to me.

that literally spoiled my night.

such an ass hole...i'm begining to hate his guts...