~*tired

i don't remember the last time i put in so much effort in contributing to the success of a project. The feeling of fatigue is terribly overwhelming yet the notion that things went well and positive responses garnered were really satisfying.

The feeling best describe me would be numb. Anyone would be! Try putting in 17 hours of non stop work 2 days prior to launch and running around for 12 hours 11 days straight...i would have fainted from the very idea of it.

The first few days were driven by adrenalin rush...then, it subsided and all i was riding on was fatigue. Trying to pull through, because everyone sported a more positive outlook, was plainly me trying to prove something...which really crossed the bounderies between doing what you can and trying to prove what you can do...so i slowed down...and things started to look better and i felt better too! :)

Now that it's all over, finally things can return to normal.