~*low tide

at times i lose sight on the things i want and i'll lie by my bed staring into space.

just like what i did today!

i was watching the clock ticking by and clearly, i was completely zoned out! And i still have no clue what prompted it all...

by 4p.m, not only have i suceeded in snapping at my sister till she pronounced me "NOT FIT TO TALK TO", i was also binging on food big time! Ok, so i have been eating like there's no tomorrow for a week now...(i think i've got an elastic tummy for i never really feel full and i'll go on and on and on and on till it's bed time)

however, after picking both my parents up from the airport, things seemed to feel so much better!

and talking to my dad throughout the night was lovely! I feel whatever i was feeling seeping away as he humour me with stories of their trip, and telling me loads of history...as i have mentioned, this might seem boring, but i've got a soft spot for history.

maybe i just miss my parents

weird considering i thought i was doing fine taking care of my siblings myself...i mean, we really did have a good time while the parents were away. Or maybe, i just miss the conversations i always have with them...so it's good they're back! More hanging out with the parents!