~*i'm filled with helium

connection is extremely SLOW...hmmm....

however, i'm feeling good ;) ... i just feel extremely good today! it's definitely one of those days where i feel my heart is lighter and that in return it turns me into a nicer person ;)

i feel good...i really do...

and i feel loved...i do ;)

no nothing to do with my boy...just everything around me makes me feel loved and that makes me feel good. The way life is unfolding these days are getting better...maybe i'm dying soon. My cousin told me that if a person feels life has never treated her any better than it had these days, it's an omen that she's gonna die soon...it's a sign she said. it kinna makes you wanna laugh rite ;)

either ways, die or no die, i feel good.

maybe it's the company i'm surrounded with, the laughters i had these days, the smiles that my family put on my face, the warmth of being surrounded by straight forward deep talking individuals and highly hilarious anecdotes that i've been showered with.

first off, my loving loving parents are throwing me a 21st birthday party (how sweet of them!). what was to be a small gathering has now turned big. though i have never been the type of person who enjoys throwing a party (esp. for myself), i'm definitely excited that my parents are generously throwing this gig for me. and to top it off, they even got me gifts (though it's not even my birthday yet)...how can i accept it?!?! after what they've been doin for these past week getting things sorted out for my party. i was caught off guard! i gave them both a big big hug! i love them (with or without party)

what would life be without laughters??? and vulgarities! wahahahaha...these days Crystal, Veni and i find ourselves very befitting to even stop and scowl because there are just so much laughters!

i'm currently enjoying a very blissful week...